Ten minutes after takeoff, my husband came through the business-class curtain looking like he’d just watched his whole life fall apart on a five-inch phone screen.

“Diane,” he said. “What did you do?”

I was in row 31, seat B. The middle seat. Tina was finally asleep against my chest, her mouth open, drooling onto my shirt. Thomas was in the window seat next to me with both hands wrapped around his stuffed giraffe, sucking hard on his pacifier. Talia was in the aisle seat, trying to rip the safety card out of the seat pocket with the focus of a bank robber.

I looked up at Eric.

“What are you talking about?”

“Delete it.”

His voice was low. But his face was white. Completely white. I’d never seen him that color. Not even the day the doctor told us we were having three babies.

“Delete what?”

“The reservation. The one you sent to the family chat.”

I shifted Tina higher on my shoulder. She sighed in her sleep.

“Why?”

“My parents are blowing up my phone.”

“Then answer them.”

“Diane, stop.”

He glanced around at the people in the seats near us. A man in a baseball cap across the aisle had taken out one earbud. A teenage girl behind me had stopped scrolling.

“You’re making me look horrible,” Eric whispered.

I looked down at my phone on the tray table.

All I’d done was share the reservation. The one he made.

It showed everything. His business-class seat. My economy seat. Three economy seats for our one-year-old triplets. His oceanfront room. The standard room he’d booked for me and the babies, on the other side of the resort. His business-class flight home. Our economy flight home.

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Everything was right there. In black and white. With prices.

“I didn’t write anything horrible about you,” I said.

“You knew what they’d think.”

“I showed them what you booked, Eric.”

He stared at me.

“You didn’t have to show everybody,” he said. “But you did.”

And something inside me settled. Like a snow globe after you stop shaking it. All the swirling stuff just drifted down and went still.

“You didn’t mind doing it, Eric,” I said. “You just mind people knowing you did it.”

His face changed.

That morning had started badly.

But I didn’t understand how badly until we got to the gate.

And to understand the gate, you have to understand the year before it.

Our triplets turned one three weeks before the trip.

Talia was the oldest by two minutes, and she acted like it. She touched everything. Every outlet, every cabinet, every dog she saw at the park. If there was something she wasn’t supposed to have, she’d find it and put it in her mouth.