The sound wasn’t a crack. It was a dull, sickening thud, followed by a wheeze that sounded like air escaping a deflating tire. I was in the kitchen, cutting a pie for Thanksgiving dessert.
My sister, Tara, was laughing in the living room. My mother was humming as she dried dishes. My father was asleep in his recliner, the football game blaring on the TV.
It was the picture of suburban domestic bliss. Then came the silence. I dropped the knife and ran.
In the living room, my ten-year-old son, Liam, was curled into a ball on the Persian rug. He wasn’t crying. He was gasping, his mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water, his hands clutching his chest.
Standing over him was Brandon, Tara’s sixteen-year-old son. He was six feet tall, a linebacker for the varsity team, wearing his letterman jacket like armor. He looked annoyed, wiping his knuckles on his jeans.
“Liam!” I screamed, sliding to my knees beside my son. Liam looked at me, panic wide in his eyes. He tried to inhale, but only a shallow, raspy whistle came out.
His face was pale, turning a terrifying shade of gray. “What happened?” I yelled, looking up at Brandon. “He was being annoying,” Brandon shrugged.
“I just pushed him. He needs to toughen up.”
“You hit him!” I touched Liam’s side. He flinched violently.
Even through his shirt, I could feel the unnatural give of his ribcage. “Oh god. Liam, breathe, baby.We were alone in the world, in the sense that we had no “family” left. But as Liam wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his sweaty face in my shirt, I realized we weren’t alone at all. We had each other.
And for the first time in my life, that was enough.