My hands are gripping the steering wheel so tight my knuckles have turned bone white. Through the restaurant window, I can see them all gathered around that long table, laughing, raising their wine glasses, passing plates piled high with food that smells likegarlic and fresh bread even from out here in this parking lot.
My son sits right there among them, fork in hand, like I don’t exist.The September night air hangs thick and warm, but I’m shaking. Cars pull in and out around me. A young couple walks past holding hands, the woman’s laugh bright and easy. A family with two small children heads toward the entrance, the father carrying the youngest on his shoulders. Everyone belongs somewhere tonight.
Everyone except me.
Inside, a waiter brings more wine. The Blackwells lean back in their chairs like royalty. Sienna’s mother touches her pearls and says something that makes the whole table erupt. Even my son laughs.
Even Jasper.
Hi viewers, kindly tell us where you’re watching from and what time it is.
My name is Cordelia Walsh. I’m 73 years old, and I raised that boy in there by myself after his father walked out when Jasper was four. I worked double shifts at the hospital, wore shoes with holes in the soles so my son could have new sneakers for school.
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I taught him how to tie his ties, how to shake hands like he meant it, how to look people straight in the eye when he talked to them.
I gave him everything I had.
The restaurant door swings open. My heart jumps, but it’s not Jasper. It’s just another couple heading home to their lives, their warm houses, their people who remember they exist.
I press my palm against the window. The glass is cool under my skin.
Inside, Sienna leans close to Jasper and whispers something. He nods. She touches his arm. The gesture looks casual, but I know my son’s body language. His shoulders are tight. His smile doesn’t reach his eyes.
When Jasper married Sienna three years ago, I tried my best to welcome her. Lord knows I tried.
She came from money. The kind of money that has summer homes and investment portfolios and lawyers on speed dial. Her parents, Royce and Genevieve Blackwell, looked at me like I was dirt on their expensive shoes from the first moment we met.
But I smiled through it all. Told myself that love would be enough, that family would find a way.
The night started the way so many
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others had started lately. Sienna called around five and said her family wanted to take us all out to dinner at Marello’s—this fancy Italian place downtown with white tablecloths and candles flickering in wine bottles on every table. She said it was a celebration. Her brother Nox had gotten some big promotion at his firm.
“I should come,” she said. “Be part of the family,” she said.
I put on my good dress, the navy blue one I’d bought for Jasper’s wedding three years ago. It still fit, though the fabric was starting to wear thin at the elbows. I brushed my hair until it shined silver in the bathroom light and put on the pearl earrings my own mother had given me 50 years ago.
Then I drove the 40 minutes from my apartment across town to their neighborhood where the houses all have three-car garages and security systems.
When I pulled up to their house, Jasper was already outside waiting with the whole crew. Sienna stood next to him in a black dress that probably cost more than
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my monthly rent. Her parents were there—Royce with his silver hair slicked back like some movie villain, Genevieve in her designer suit and those pearls she never stops touching.
Nox and his wife Tamzin were there too. Even Sienna’s grandmother Lucinda, who must be 90 if she’s a day, but still manages to look down her nose at everyone.
They all piled into my car without so much as a hello.
My sedan isn’t fancy like their Mercedes and BMWs, but it fits seven people if everyone squeezes. The leather seats are cracked. The air conditioning makes a rattling sound.
But it runs.
It’s paid for.
It’s mine.
“Thanks for driving, Cordelia,” Sienna said from the passenger seat, her eyes already glued to her phone.
The way she said my name felt cold, like she was reading it off a form at the DMV.
Jasper squeezed into the back between Nox and Tamzin. I caught his eye in the rearview mirror. He gave me a quick smile, but something was wrong. I could see it in the tightness around his
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mouth, the way he kept glancing at Sienna like he was waiting for permission to breathe.
The drive took 20 minutes. Nobody spoke to me.
They talked among themselves about vacation properties in Aspen and stock portfolios and people with names like Buffy and Skip that I’d never heard of.
I was invisible. Just hands on a wheel.
Just the help.
When we got to Marello’s, I found a parking spot close to the entrance and turned off the engine.
Everyone started climbing out. I reached for my door handle.
“Cordelia, wait.”
Royce turned around from the back seat. That smile of his that never reaches his eyes was plastered across his face.
“We need you to stay with the car.”
I blinked. My hand froze on the handle.
“I’m sorry. What?”
“The valet parking is completely full tonight,” Genevieve added, adjusting those pearls again. Always those pearls. “Someone needs to watch the vehicle. You understand, don’t you?”
The air left my lungs.
“You want me to sit in the car while you all eat dinner?”
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