Emily Carter’s suitcase hit the floor with a dull thump, as if it had finally given up along with her. The sound echoed through the long stone hallway of the estate, blending with the words still burning in her chest.
“We no longer need your services,” Richard Collins had said, not even lifting his eyes from the papers on his desk.
Three years. Three birthday parties with balloons. Three winters of fevers and cough syrup. Three stormy nights when Lily fell asleep gripping Emily’s hand as if letting go meant disappearing.
And now Emily stood there with a half-packed suitcase, her heart twisted tight, her dignity barely holding together.
She didn’t cry in his office. She cried later, in the staff bathroom, silently, her hand pressed to her mouth. She packed only what mattered: clothes, a children’s book full of notes, an old photo of her mother. She left behind Lily’s doll brush by accident—or maybe on purpose. “That belongs to her,” she thought. “I don’t anymore.”
In the courtyard, the California sunset painted the walls in muted gold. George, the driver, opened the car door and looked at her with quiet sympathy.
“It isn’t right, Miss Emily,” he murmured.
She nodded and got in without looking back. If she did, she knew she’d run to Lily—and being dismissed like a clerical error made that feel unbearable.
As the car pulled away, memories flooded in. The first day Lily was two, crying uncontrollably. The last nanny had failed. Emily, nervous and new, sat on the floor with a picture book and invented ridiculous voices. Lily stopped crying, stared at her, then reached out her arms. From that moment on, “Em” was her favorite word.
Richard was different—controlled, distant. A widower. His wife, Claire, had died suddenly, leaving the house filled with untouched reminders. He buried himself in work. Emily never judged him. She only noticed how he sometimes lingered in the doorway at night, watching Lily laugh, as if remembering life still existed.
Over time, Emily noticed things she tried to ignore: the way his gaze lingered, the unspoken gratitude in his voice. She warned herself not to cross lines. But feelings slipped in quietly, like dust through closed doors.
The next day, the house felt wrong. The housekeeper scrubbed dishes too hard. George paced. And in a pink bedroom full of unicorns, Lily hugged Emily’s pillow, breathing in the familiar scent.
“Where’s Em?” Lily asked that night.
Richard sat beside her.
“She had to leave.”
“Why?”