The wheelchair squeaked against the concrete as I rolled up to my son’s front door, my pride crumbling with each desperate push. Michael took one look at me sitting there with my pathetic suitcase and said the words that shattered what was left of my heart: “Mom, you can’t stay here.”
Twenty-four hours later, I found Robert’s old business card tucked in a drawer, and everything changed when the bank manager stood up so fast his chair toppled over, whispering, “Ma’am, you need to see this.”
Eight months ago, I thought my biggest problem was learning to live on Social Security after Robert died. The accident happened on a Tuesday—isn’t it always a Tuesday when your world falls apart? I was coming home from the grocery store, arms full of bags because I was too proud to use the cart like other old ladies. The Florida rain had started, and these sidewalks become slippery as ice when wet. One moment I was walking, the next I was on the ground, my right hip screaming, groceries scattered across the parking lot like confetti at a funeral nobody wanted to attend.
Ezoic
Three surgeries and four months of rehabilitation later, here I am: Helen Carter, sixty-eight years old, former bookkeeper, current wheelchair enthusiast. The doctors say I might walk again with enough physical therapy, but physical therapy costs money I don’t have. Robert’s life insurance barely covered his funeral, and Social Security doesn’t exactly fund miracles.
The house we’d bought thirty years ago became my prison. Everything was upstairs—the bedroom, the bathroom, Robert’s office where he’d spent countless hours on projects I never quite understood. I’d been sleeping on the living room couch for months, using a bedpan like an invalid, showering when my neighbor Mrs. Patterson could help me into her accessible bathroom.