The hospital at three in the morning doesn’t feel real.
The lights are too bright, the air too cold, the silence too loud. It presses into you until everything else disappears—until all that’s left is the steady, mechanical sound of machines keeping your child alive.
That’s where I was when my thirteen-year-old son slipped into a coma.
Yesterday, Andrew had gone for a walk with his father.
Today, he was lying in a hospital bed, surrounded by wires.
And I kept replaying the last thing I said to him.
“Take your inhaler, just in case.”
He’d rolled his eyes, half-smiling, like he always did.
I didn’t know that would be the last normal moment we’d have.
When I got to the ER, Brendon—my ex-husband—was already there. Pale. Shaking. Repeating the same sentence over and over like it might turn into the truth if he said it enough.
“I don’t know what happened. One second he was fine… the next he just collapsed.”
I wanted to believe him.
