Instead, a storm of truth was waiting, and it would destroy their lies forever. My suitcase hit the pavement with a wet, heavy thud. The rain didn’t stop.
It kept coming down like the sky was angry for me. My son stood in the doorway, arms crossed, his face tight with disgust. He didn’t shout this time.
He didn’t need to. The silence between us said it all. He’d made up his mind.
I had no place in his house anymore, or in his life. I didn’t beg. I picked up my suitcase, soaked through by the time I reached the sidewalk.
My slippers squished with every step as I walked out into the storm. No umbrella, no coat, just a sweater that was warm 2 hours ago. Behind me, the door slammed shut.
That sound stayed with me longer than I’d like to admit. I didn’t cry that night. Instead, I walked until my legs gave out.
I found a low concrete wall under the overpass just off the main road. It wasn’t safe. It wasn’t dry, but it was hidden.
I pulled my soaked suitcase under me, leaned against the wall, and listened to the sound of tires splashing through puddles. My body hurt, but not as much as my chest. My bones felt like paper, and my heart felt like ash.
A few people passed, no one looked twice. To them, I was just another homeless woman in a city full of them. That was the part that scared me most.
I didn’t feel like me anymore. I felt invisible, discarded. I kept hearing his voice in my head.
The way he said the word burden, like I was some chore, like the years I raised him never happened. I remembered the scraped knees I kissed, the meals I skipped so he could eat. And now in his eyes I was just weight.
I endured. I survived. But that night, I started to wonder if surviving was enough.