Not long ago, I gave my husband one of my kidneys.
I didn’t hesitate. When the transplant coordinator asked if I was sure, I said, “Test me first. I don’t care what it takes.” I believed love meant sacrifice. I believed saving his life would bind us closer.
Two days after surgery, still stitched and aching, I was lying in my hospital bed when Nick turned his head toward me and said, almost casually, “You finally fulfilled your purpose. Let’s get divorced. Truth is, I can’t stand you. And I never loved you.”I thought he was joking.
“Stop,” I whispered. “The nurse will hear you.”
“I’m not joking, Rachel.”Something inside me went silent.
We’d been married 15 years. We had an 11-year-old daughter, Chloe. When he got sick, I didn’t flinch. I signed every form. I went through every test. He’d squeezed my hand and called me his hero.
Now, he was planning his exit.And not just from me.
He wanted full custody of Chloe.
“It makes sense,” he explained, as if discussing a mortgage refinance. “You’ll be recovering. You won’t be stable.”
“I just saved your life.”
“And I appreciate that,” he replied coolly. “But appreciation doesn’t equal love.”
That sentence hurt more than the incision in my side.