For seven years, my life existed in a suspended state—no answers, no certainty, only the dull ache of not knowing what had happened to my daughter. Then, in a crowded coffee shop far from home, everything shifted because of a single, familiar bracelet.I was forty-five when Christmas stopped feeling like something to celebrate and became something I simply endured. I used to love the season—the way snow softened the streets, the smell of cinnamon simmering on the stove, and how my daughter, Hannah, sang Christmas songs off-key just to make me laugh.
Seven years ago, when Hannah was nineteen, she went out one evening to meet a friend and never came back. There was no note, no call, no explanation. The police searched, but without a body or evidence, there were only unanswered questions. Hope and grief tangled together until I could no longer tell them apart.I’m fifty-two now. For months after she vanished, I barely slept. I kept her room untouched, convincing myself that if I preserved it, she might return and complain that I’d moved something. Her hoodie still draped over the chair. Her lemon-scented perfume lingered long after it should have faded. I lived in limbo, neither moving forward nor letting go.
That morning, I was traveling home from visiting my sister and found myself with a long layover in an unfamiliar city. I wandered into a busy coffee shop near the station, hoping only to pass the time. Laughter filled the room. Someone spilled cocoa and laughed it off. Christmas music played too loudly.