I’m Sarah, 34, a single mom of two who drives a city bus. It’s not glamorous, but it keeps the lights on and the fridge full. Lily is three, Noah’s eleven months, and their dad is a ghost. My mother lives with us, trading sleep for coffee and kisses on tiny foreheads. We take turns being exhausted.
Most nights I finish close to midnight. The city goes quiet then, holding its breath. I kill the lights, grab my bag, and do one last walk-through—lost gloves, crumpled receipts, the occasional candy wrapper. That night the cold had teeth. The windows were fogged from the inside; every breath made a small cloud. I was already imagining the warm weight of Noah tucked under my chin when I heard it: a thin sound from the back. Not a cry, exactly. A whimper.
I called out and got silence. Then another tiny sound. I moved down the aisle, heart thudding, and saw a small bundle on the last seat—a pink blanket glazed with frost. I pulled it back and gasped. A baby. Pale skin, blue-tinged lips. She wasn’t really crying anymore, just breathing in shallow, tired sips.“Hey, hey. I’ve got you,” I whispered, though I don’t remember choosing the words. I tucked her under my coat, pressed her to my chest, tried to share whatever heat I had. No bag, no car seat, nothing. Just a folded note in the blanket: Please forgive me. I can’t take care of her. Her name is Emma.
I ran. By the time I reached my car my hands were useless blocks, but I started the engine, cranked the heat, and drove home with her bundled beneath my coat. My mom met me at the door, eyes wide. We wrapped the baby in everything we owned—quilts, towels, my winter coat—and sat on the floor by the heater, murmuring little prayers we hadn’t used in years. Her fingers were ice. Her eyes stayed closed.