I never thought I’d write a story like this. Even now, my hands tremble when I try to put it into words, as if memory itself is fragile and might shatter if I press too hard.
My name is Pauline. I’m thirty-four years old, a single mother, and for most of my adult life I’ve worked as a janitor. I scrub floors before sunrise and empty trash long after offices have gone quiet. It isn’t glamorous, but it’s honest work, and it’s what has kept my daughter and me afloat.
Eve just turned six.She’s the kind of child who apologizes when other people bump into her. Gentle, observant, patient in a way that sometimes feels far too old for her age. She is everything good in my world, the one bright constant that carried me through days when grief made it hard to breathe.
When her father died of cancer three years ago, our life collapsed in on itself. One moment we were a family of three, arguing over dinner and laughing at bad TV shows. The next, it was hospital rooms and whispered conversations, then silence where his voice used to be. I tried to be strong for Eve. I tried to be the glue, even when I felt like I was dissolving inside.
Since then, it’s been just the two of us, scraping by and building something that resembles normal. Or at least our version of it.Eve’s birthday was coming, and I wanted to give her something special. Something that would make her feel seen, celebrated, like the center of the world again—even if only for one day.
But the bills were relentless. Rent, groceries, electricity. I did the math the night before her birthday, then did it again, hoping the numbers might change if I stared long enough.
They didn’t.
We were short. Again.“Love is more important than gifts,” I muttered to myself, repeating a phrase I’d learned to cling to. Eve never complained. Still, I noticed the way her fingers lingered in the toy aisle, how she walked away before I even had to say no. As if she already knew the answer.
That Sunday morning, with twenty dollars in my coat pocket and a quiet prayer under my breath, I went to the flea market alone. Eve stayed with my neighbor, Janice, who promised cupcakes and cartoons while I “ran errands.”