When I picked up the phone to ask my son Max when his wedding would be, I didn’t expect the silence that followed. I expected a date, a time, maybe even a request for help with the catering. Instead, my daughter-in-law Lena’s voice came through the receiver, not with warmth, but with a chilling, rehearsed sweetness.
Oh, Renata,” she said, pausing for effect. “We already got married yesterday. We only invited special people.”
The words didn’t just hurt; they hit me like a physical blow, a bucket of ice water thrown over my soul in the dead of winter. Special people.
I stood frozen in the middle of my living room, the phone pressing against my ear until it hurt. Special people? I, who for three years had paid their monthly rent of $500 without missing a single payment? I, who had bought every single piece of furniture in their trendy downtown apartment? I, who filled their refrigerator with organic groceries when they claimed they were “too broke to eat”?
I was not a special person.
I looked around my own house. It was modest, clean, and silent. The pale pink dress I had picked out for their wedding—a dress that cost me $200, money I had saved by skipping lunches—hung uselessly on the closet door.