They said I was too old, too lonely, and too broken to matter… until I walked into a shelter and adopted a baby girl no one wanted. One week later, eleven black Rolls-Royces lined my crooked little street, and everything I thought I knew about her—and about my own life—changed.
I never imagined I’d be telling a story like this at 73.
My name is Donna. I’ve lived in the same weather-beaten house in a small Illinois town for almost fifty years. I raised two boys here. I learned how to be a wife here. I buried my husband here.When Joseph died, the silence didn’t just fill the house—it pressed against my chest. There’s no way to prepare for suddenly setting only one place at the table after nearly fifty years of two coffee cups, two toothbrushes, two sets of keys in the bowl by the door.
That first night after the funeral, I sat on the edge of our bed with his old flannel shirt bunched in my hands, breathing in that faint mix of aftershave and peppermint. I didn’t sob or scream. I just stared at the empty space where his coat used to hang and felt the floor tilt under me.
The only sounds left were the soft padding of cats’ paws and the sighs of the two old shelter dogs I’d taken in. My little army of unwanted souls. My children hated that.Mom, it stinks in here,” my daughter-in-law Laura complained once, lighting some lavender candle like she was fumigating a crime scene.
“You’re turning into a crazy cat lady,” my son Kevin said, half-disgusted, half-embarrassed.
They stopped visiting soon after. They were “busy”—though not too busy for lake houses and wine tastings I saw in their photos. My grandkids stopped dropping in for cookies. Messages became rare. Replies rarer.