The nurse placed my newborn in my arms like he was made of light—warm, squirming, and blinking at the world with watery gray eyes. “He’s doing great, Mrs. Shaw,” she said softly. “A strong little boy.”
My husband, Derek Shaw, stood at the foot of the hospital bed with his hands in his pockets, jaw clenched. He didn’t cry. He didn’t smile. He stared at the baby’s face like he was searching for a flaw he could use.
His eyes narrowed. “That isn’t my kid.”
I laughed once—small, stunned. “What are you talking about? He looks like you.”
Derek stepped closer. The nurse shifted, sensing the change in the air. Then Derek’s hand shot out.
It wasn’t a full swing, but it was enough to knock my arms sideways. The baby’s head bobbed, his cry piercing and sudden. Panic flooded me so fast my vision blurred. I clamped him to my chest, terrified I’d drop him.
“Are you out of your mind?” the nurse snapped, reaching in instinctively.
Derek’s face twisted with something ugly and rehearsed. “Don’t you try to pin this on me,” he roared. “That thing isn’t mine!”I was still in a gown, stitches pulling every time I breathed. “Stop,” I begged. “Please. Look at him. He’s our son.”
“Our?” Derek laughed, sharp and cruel. “I’m not raising your mistake.”
Before I could reach the call button, he grabbed my purse from the chair and dumped everything onto the floor—cash, my ID, my insurance card, the little knitted hat my aunt mailed. He scooped the bills into his fist like they belonged to him and kicked my wallet under the bed.“That’s for the co-pay,” I said, voice cracking. “That’s my car keys.”