At 33 years old, and thirty-five weeks pregnant, I believed I was standing at the edge of the happiest chapter of my life. I had done everything right. I had loved faithfully, waited patiently, endured quietly, and hoped fiercely.
I thought the hardest part was already behind me. I was wrong. My name is Elena Moore, and until one unforgettable night, I truly believed I was building a solid, loving future with the man I had chosen nearly a decade earlier.
Andrew and I had been together for almost nine years. We met in high school, back when life felt simple, and possibilities felt endless. He was the reserved boy who sat behind me in chemistry class, tall and soft-spoken, always tapping his pen against the desk when he was nervous.
I was the girl who struggled with equations and asked for help more often than I needed to. Somewhere between shared notebooks and whispered jokes, something gentle and steady took root. That young affection grew into late-night drives with the windows down, greasy fries eaten in silence, and conversations about who we might become.
We grew up together. We made mistakes, forgave each other, and learned how to communicate without raising our voices. When we finally married, it felt earned, not rushed.
We worked hard, saved carefully, and eventually bought a modest two-bedroom house in a quiet New Jersey suburb. I taught third grade, a job that filled me with both exhaustion and joy. Andrew worked in IT, steady and practical.
We didn’t chase luxury or attention. We just wanted peace, stability, and eventually, a family. Trying to have a baby nearly broke us.
For three long years, we tried. Month after month passed with hope rising and crashing just as quickly. I cried in school bathrooms during lunch breaks.
I smiled through parent-teacher conferences while my heart ached. I watched my students draw pictures of their families, complete with siblings and smiling parents, and wondered if that future would ever be mine. There were fertility appointments, hormone injections, blood tests, and quiet car rides home where neither of us spoke.
Andrew held my hand at every appointment. He rubbed my back when I cried. He told me we had time, that we were okay, that he loved me no matter what.
Then, one ordinary morning, everything changed. I almost didn’t take the test. I was tired of disappointment.