Late that night, my phone vibrated against the wooden crate I used as a nightstand, the sound cutting through the silence in the way that certain sounds do when your body recognizes them before your mind does. The screen lit up with my mother’s name, and something cold moved through me before I even sat up.

Diane Avery never called that late.

My mother believed in routines the way some people believe in luck. Tea at nine. Doors locked by ten. Television off by ten-thirty. She had kept that schedule through illness, through my father’s death, through the particular loneliness of being the kind of mother whose children had grown up and moved somewhere else. She did not drift outside her pattern unless something had pulled her out of it, and when she did, the deviation was itself a message.

So when I saw her name at one-seventeen in the morning, I was already afraid.

I pushed myself upright too fast and looked down at Lily beside me.

She was exactly where she should have been, warm under the blanket, eight months old, one fist tucked beneath her cheek, the other curled into my shirt as if even in sleep she needed proof I was still there. Her breathing was soft and steady and familiar and real.

I answered.

“Mom?”

At first, only breathing. Not the absent breathing of someone who had dialed by mistake. This was careful, measured, tight, like a person standing very still in the dark and trying not to draw attention to herself.

Then she whispered: “Morgan. When are you coming back for the baby?”

For one second my mind refused to parse the sentence. The words were simple. What they implied was not.

I looked at Lily again, fast enough to hurt my neck.

“Mom,” I said, keeping my voice level with effort, “what are you talking about?”

She answered in a rush. “You dropped her off. You said you were exhausted. You said you needed a few hours. I told you to go home and sleep. I put her in the living room so I could hear her if she woke up, and then you never came back.”

Every hair on my arms rose.

“Mom,” I said, louder now. “Lily is here. She’s been here all night.”

The silence that followed was the wrong kind of silence. Not the pause of someone confused. Not the gap before correction. It was the silence of a line that has gone dead except that somehow we were both still on it.

When my mother spoke again, her voice was no longer confused.