I thought the hardest part of that day would be walking down the aisle without thinking about my late wife.
I was wrong.
The hardest part came three minutes before the ceremony, when I realized my nine-year-old daughter wasn’t in her seat—and when I finally found her, she was sitting on a bathroom floor, holding onto a secret she’d been told never to share.I was thirty-six, and exhaustion had settled into my bones in a way that never really left. Five years earlier, I had buried my wife. Since then, it had been just me and Juniper—learning how to survive as a quiet, careful team of two.
She wasn’t difficult. She was observant.
Junie noticed everything—especially the things adults tried to hide behind polite smiles and soft voices. And while people said children “adjust,” I had learned that what they really meant was that children learn to carry things silently.When Maribel came into our lives, I wanted to believe things could change.
She brought warmth into the house, filled empty spaces with laughter, and made everything feel a little less sharp. She called Junie “sweet pea,” kissed my cheek while cooking, and made people tell me I looked like myself again.
I wanted that to be true.