I never expected motherhood to arrive all at once, without warning, without preparation. One day I was a 34-year-old paralegal with a tiny apartment and predictable routines. The next, I was standing in a hospital hallway being told my sister Erin was gone.
One minute she was texting me a ridiculous meme. The next, a doctor was saying, “We did everything we could.”
Erin left behind two daughters. Maya was eight. Lily was six. Both legally blind since birth.
At the funeral, they stood side by side, fingers knotted in Erin’s scarf like it was the only solid thing left in the world. When I spoke, both of them turned toward my voice at the same time.
“Auntie?” Maya whispered. “Is Mom really gone?”
“Yes, baby,” I said. “She is.”
Their father wasn’t there. Derek never showed up.
Later that day, a social worker named Ms. Ramirez pulled me aside. Calm voice. Tired eyes. Folder pressed to her chest.
“Derek signed away his parental rights three years ago,” she said. “There’s no other family listed. Would you be willing to take the girls?”
I looked at Maya and Lily sitting ankle to ankle on folding chairs, shoulders pressed together like separating might shatter them.
“Yes,” I said before fear could stop me.
That’s how I became a mom overnight.People think blindness just means not seeing. What it really means is systems. Everything needs a system. Counting steps. Memorizing sounds. Knowing where every edge and corner lives.
The first week, Lily slammed her knee into the coffee table and sobbed on the floor.
“I hate this house,” she cried. “Everything hurts me.”
Sometimes “Auntie” slips out and we laugh.
If Derek ever comes back, he won’t find a scared woman hoping she’s enough.
He’ll find a mother who already proved she is.