The dining room of the suburban colonial house smelled of rosemary roasted chicken and expensive Merlot, a scent that made my stomach rumble with a hunger I refused to acknowledge. The chandelier above the mahogany table cast a warm, golden glow over the scene, illuminating the crystal wine glasses and the silver cutlery that chimed softly against fine china.
It was a picture-perfect family dinner. Except for the fact that I wasn’t allowed to sit at it.
“Margaret,” Mrs. Dilys’s voice cut through the air like a serrated knife. She didn’t look at me; she was too busy picking a piece of lint off her silk blouse. “You’re hovering. It’s distracting. And for heaven’s sake, don’t stand on the Persian rug with those atrocious shoes. I told you, those soles mark the fabric.”
I looked down at my shoes. They were orthopedic walking shoes, sensible and sturdy, worn soft by years of use. They were clean. I kept everything I owned clean. It was a habit from a lifetime of inspections.
“My apologies, Dilys,” I said, my voice measured and calm.
Jason, my son-in-law, sat at the head of the table. He was a man of soft edges and hard vices. His face was already flushed a deep, blotchy red from the wine he’d been drinking since four in the afternoon. He swirled the dark liquid in his glass, watching the vortex with glossy, unfocused eyes.
“You heard my mother, Margaret,” Jason slurred, finally deigning to look at me. “We have guests coming over for drinks later. Important people. Clients. We can’t have the help cluttering up the dining room. It looks… low class.”
The help.
I had been living in their guest room—which was actually a converted storage closet—for three weeks. I had cooked every meal, scrubbed every toilet, and ironed every shirt Jason wore to his mid-level management job. I paid for the groceries with my pension. And yet, I was “the help.”