The hospital room smelled of antiseptic, fear, and a cold, institutional indifference that seemed to seep from the very walls. The air, which should have been filled with the quiet hope of healing, was instead a stage for a brutal, impending display of power. My mother, Helen, a woman who had spent her life being a pillar of strength for everyone else, lay in the narrow, uncomfortable bed, frail, trembling, and diminished by the illness that was slowly stealing her from me. The rhythmic, monotonous beeping of the cardiac monitor was the only sound, a fragile metronome counting out the precious seconds of her life.
I, Eliza, sat beside her in a hard plastic chair, holding her hand. Her skin felt as thin and delicate as parchment. I was trying to project a calm and comfort I was far from feeling, my own exhaustion a heavy cloak on my shoulders after days of sleepless nights and anxious waiting.
Just then, the door to the room burst open without a knock, slamming back against the wall with a jarring, violent sound that made my mother flinch. The Chief of Cardiology, a man whose pristine white coat bore the embroidered name “Dr. Patrick,” stormed in. He moved with an air of entitled haste, his expensive leather shoes squeaking on the polished linoleum. He was not a healer entering a sacred space of vulnerability; he was a conqueror, and our quiet, private room was the territory he had come to claim.
“Clear the room,” Dr. Patrick declared, his voice a cold, absolute command that cut through the quiet beeping of the monitors. He didn’t look at my mother, not once. He looked through her, as if she were a piece of inconvenient, malfunctioning equipment.