I always thought my sister and I would be the kind of women who grew old side by side—sharing recipes, swapping hand-me-down Halloween costumes for our kids, finishing each other’s rants over coffee. Claire was the polished one, 38 and forever composed, the kind of person who made a grocery run look like a magazine spread. I was 34, chronically five minutes late, hair in a lopsided bun, heart on my sleeve. My life was loud, imperfect, and sticky with little fingerprints—Liam’s ceaseless questions, Sophie’s belief that butterflies understood her when she whispered. It wasn’t glamorous, but it was full.
When Claire married Ethan—forty, spreadsheets in his bones, a yard trimmed to military precision—I was genuinely happy for them. They had the house with crown molding and the espresso machine that did everything but write poetry. They also had an empty nursery. Years of trying had chipped at Claire’s brightness—IVF cycles like tides, hormone bruises blooming on her skin, miscarriages that turned rooms quiet. I watched the light dim behind her eyes in a way that made me ache.
So when she asked me to be their surrogate, I said yes before my brain could draft a pros-and-cons list. We did it the careful way—doctors explaining risks, lawyers sketching agreements, our parents asking hard questions. Every conversation ended with Claire’s hope rising like a dawn I didn’t want to miss. It felt right in a way I can’t fully explain—like standing in a doorway and knowing the room beyond will change you.The pregnancy was kind to me. Nausea, yes. Swollen feet, yes. A sudden affair with pickles and ice cream, regrettably yes. But no dramatic 3 a.m. hospital runs. Claire didn’t miss a single appointment. She researched prenatal vitamins the way some people research luxury cars