The night I discovered I was worth eight figures, I didn’t scream or call anyone. I just sat at my cramped kitchen table in my one-bedroom Portland apartment, letting old Frank Sinatra crackle through a cheap Bluetooth speaker while a glass of iced tea left rings on the wood. The refrigerator hummed its steady rhythm. A tiny American flag magnet—the kind they hand out at Fourth of July parades—held a past-due electric bill against the door like it was mocking me.
I stared at the lottery ticket in my hand, then at that flag magnet, then back at the ticket, waiting for reality to correct itself. It didn’t.
So I made a decision that felt equal parts brilliant and cruel: I would tell absolutely no one about winning $47 million. Instead, I’d ask my family for $5,000 and see who showed up when I wasn’t useful to them.
Spoiler alert: only one person reached for my hand. The rest reached for excuses.
My name is Cassandra Wilson, but everyone calls me Cassie. I’m thirty-four years old, and up until three weeks ago, my life was the definition of painfully routine. I worked as an accountant at a small marketing firm on the west side of Portland—the kind of place with motivational posters nobody believed and a printer that only jammed during actual emergencies.
I made enough money to survive, but never enough to feel secure. My apartment was simple: thin walls, a laundry room that perpetually smelled like damp pennies, and a view of my neighbor’s overflowing recycling bin. But it was mine, and that independence meant everything to me.