The slap landed with a sound that seemed to split the airport into two realities—one where families traveled together laughing and complaining about baggage fees, and another where my cheek burned so sharply it felt like every pair of eyes in the terminal had turned into a spotlight. We were standing near the counter, surrounded by rolling suitcases and people in sandals and sunhats, the kind of crowd that always feels impatient and cheerful at the same time. My sister Kara’s hand dropped back to her side like she’d simply swatted a fly, and she stared at me with the triumphant outrage of someone who has never been told no in her life. I stood there blinking, my ears ringing, my mouth tasting metallic, waiting for the moment my parents would do the normal thing—ask if I was okay, tell her to stop, show even a flicker of shock.
Instead, my mother moved toward Kara like she was the one who’d been harmed, smoothing her hair and scolding me in the same tired tone she’d used my whole life when Kara caused chaos and I was expected to absorb it. “Celia, don’t start drama,” she snapped, as if my face had attacked Kara’s palm. My father followed with his familiar line, the one that always turned my pain into an inconvenience. “You always take things too far,” he said. “Just drop it.” That’s the thing about being the “quiet” daughter: you don’t even have to speak for people to decide you’re the problem. The silence you cultivate to survive becomes the silence they punish you for, because it makes their story easier to maintain.